ya know... i think im done with this place. nothing but bad times. maybe ill be back when the mood returns to the way i like it. until then...

Brand: HP
RAM: 512 MB
Hard Drive: 120 GB
OS: Windows XP Media Center
5 USB Ports
2 Firewire
DVD/CD Re-Write
CD/DVD ROM
HP Optical Mouse
Media Center Key Board
MAG 17 inch Flat Screen
lots of pretty lights, bells, and whistles

also, a Nikon N65 35mm cam with a 28-80 lens.


...and they're mine, all mine!
The computer and monitor cost $2400 and camera was about $400

well, i bought myself a nice Nikon N65 today. I bought film, but i havnt had much of a chance to mess around yet.

I plan on putting it to great use.

I'm trying to get back to a normal life.

My life hasnt been a total waste, i learned this today:
You dont realize how much you love someone untill you cant be with them anymore.

I cant believe this is happening to me... My mother died this morning around 9 or 10. For the first time in my short life Im confused, I have no idea what to do now. I dont think i have anymore tears left.

If you feel the need, please say a small prayer for me and my father. He really needs it.